Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Fairy TaLe

Guard your heart now...
Yeah, I know, I know..
But look, I'm gonna tell you a story about my life.
Check it out!


Once upon a time in a fairy tale place
Was a boy and a girl with a butterfly case
Of the he said, she said, you've got a crush!
Is it true? 'Cause I think that I might too!
And if we keep it on the hush hush
I was thinkin' maybe this weekend we could link and
Have our friends all come and spend the night
And if we plan it right - then maybe Saturday night

The parentals won't mind taking us to the mall
There we can meet at the machine with the gumballs
Food court cut short, late to the movies
I can't believe that you actually choose me!
Cause I choose you...
But we've both got 10 o'clock curfew
That ain't late! We we're done so we hug
'm in love love - You're in love love
We in love at the end of that first date!



[I love her and she loves me
We don't care about what you think
He's my all-star boy, I'm in every dream
And we're each other's everything
God sent me an angel from above
To share my secrets and my trust
Hold my heart - please don't break it
My first love... Yeah ]



Telephone calls up fill afternoons
I gotta try to get all of my homework done soon
Summertime comes bringing summertime fun
Six Flags, water parks, season passes for two
Pictures of you
Filling up my wall space... with your face!
All around a sign that you made last June
Colored black on the "I"
Red "love", black "you"------> I L U

I keep all of your secrets and everything you say is true
And everything you do is cool
And I'mma marry you when we're done with school
'Cause you're my best friend
Princess in the clouds on this pedestal
That I've sweat for you
And now I'm double timing every single step
When a need ain't met for you
Looking up at a tale of Juliette I'm blessed to view
Through a blue mooned hue



[I love her and she loves me
We don't care about what you think
He's my all-star boy, I'm in every dream
And we're each other's everything
God sent me an angel from above
To share my secrets and my trust
Hold my heart - please don't break it
My first love... Yeah ]


I MiSS U..

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

FatigUed..8=>

my quickness is a sickness

no curen vaccine
my rymes r mean
no regrets bout these threats
no regard,cuz i always go hard
im comin wit no remorse
im aheada da course
no mercy,ill snatch ya purse, see!
i need,my speed
im like assasins creed
my people,hav been free….d
now back in chains


but its a new day
im bak on top,drinkin tha crop
best ever,someone better??


NEVER!!


i am a king,king of the ring,


BkQ
wat it mean 2 u??
it meens fear
intimidation,mutilation,domination
u need sum preperation
cant handle it
cant tolerate dis sh*t
too hard on u,out of view

wearin royal blue n sum gold
we will uphold.
never fall, above all
from delhi 2 ldh
takin overrr
red rover , lucky colver


im covered in ice
cuz i rolled the dice
i cood b nice,i choose not 2
jus got my tattoo
i got da gun u startin 2 run
i shoot u in da face...

ur heart beatin fast
now its slowing down
at a complete ctop
i cood never flip-flop
cuz im on TOP
never gunna change
i got crazy range
'coz my mind is deranged…….re arranged


life..a

Yeah

see life sometimes is tiring

when those you love are dying

your lovely love,the one you loved

when you lose the one who used to make you complete

you realise that life is a one way street

and all you can do to take away the pain

is listen to the beats which sometimes is in vain

at that moment its so hard to advance

that time when you get your last glance

and you put to the test



you regret why you dint tell her shez the best

and you wish you had another chance

or atleast one last dance



but at that time your life comes down falling

as you remember when you were together balling

and all you can hear is the last time she was calling

yeah thats life its so forestalling



IndEr

loOse urself in'N'out


When you lose someone you cared about

You don't know what to do but sit around and pout

And when someone asks you "are you okay" you say your fine but all you wanna do it shout.

You just keep telling yourself that you’re strong

Even though you know you’re wrong

So know you sit here wondering where you belong

You make it look easy with your grin

But underneath all the skin

Is where all your emotions are hidden

You think that their forbidden to show

Is it easy to just leave it there and just grow?

NO!

See at first it’s easy

Then it gets harder

It’s like holding an empty glass

Starts to fill up fast

Sooner or later it gets harder to hold

And sometimes you just have to let go

I understand that it’s hard

To let down your guard

But just go to your real friends

Cause they actually try to make all the hurtin’ end

I know what I’m sayin’ cause I’ve been down this road before

Cause you see; I lost someone I cared about in war

It’s part of life

Which we all know aint fair

Even though we can’t see their face

Just know that they’re in a better place

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

m honey bee

I am a honey bee,
Shunned off from the colony
and they won't let me in

So I left the hive,
They took away all my stripes*
and broke off both my wings

So I'll find another tree
and make the wind my friend
I'll just sing with the birds
They'll tell me secrets of the world

But my other honey bee
Stuck where he doesn't wanna be
But my darling, honey bee
I'll come save you
Even if it means I'd have to face the queen

So I'll come prepared,
My new friends said they would help me
get my loved one back

They say it isn't right,
The bees have control of your mind,
but I choose not to believe that

So we'll meet in the darkness of the night,
and I promised I will be there on time
We'll be guided by my new friends, the butterflies,
bring us back to our own little hive

Oh my other honey bee,
No longer stuck where he doesn't wanna be
Oh my darling, honey bee,
I have saved you
And now that you're with me,
we can make our own honey

Thursday, March 11, 2010

drop the world(Masterpiece)

I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes
Hate in my heart, love in my mind
I seen nights full of pain, days of the same
You keep the sunshine, save me the rain
I search but never find, hurt but never cry
I work and forever try, but I’m cursed, so never mind
And it’s worse, but better times seem further and beyond
The top gets higher the more that I climb
The spot gets smaller, and I get bigger
Tryna get into where I fit in, no room for a n*gga
But soon for a n*gga it be on, mu’f*cka
‘Cause all the bullshit, it made me strong, mu’f*cka


So I pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your f*ckin’ head
Bitch, I’ma pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your f*ckin’ head
And I could die now, Rebirth motherf*cker
Hop up in my spaceship and leave Earth, motherf*cker
I’m gone
Motherf*cker, I’m gone


I know what they don’t wanna tell you
Just hope you’re heaven-sent, and you’re hell-proof
I-I walk up in the world and cut the lights off
And confidence is the stain they can’t wipe off
Huh, my word is my pride
But wisdom is bleak, and that’s a word from the wise
Served to survive, murdered and bribed
And when it got too heavy I put my burdens aside


So I could pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your f*ckin’ head
Bitch, I’ma pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your f*ckin’ head
And I could die now, Rebirth motherf*cker
Hop up in my spaceship and leave Earth, motherf*cker
I’m gone
Motherf*cker, I’m gone (I’m gone)
It hurts, but I never show this pain you’ll never know
If only you could see just how lonely and how cold
And frostbit I’ve become, my back’s against the wall
When push come to shove, I just stand up and scream “F*ck ‘em all”


Man, it feels like these walls are closing in
This roof is caving in, up its time to razor-thin
Your days are numbered like pagers and
My book of rhymes, got ‘em cookin’, boy
This crooked mind of mine got ‘em all
Shook and scared to look in my eyes
I stole that f*ckin’ clock
I took the time and I
Came up from behind
And pretty much snuck up
And butt-f*cked this game up
Better be careful when you bring my name up
F*ck this fame, that ain’t what
I came to claim but the game
Ain’t gonna be the same on the day that I leave it
But I swear one way or another I’ma make these f*ckin’ haters believe that
I swear to God, won’t spare the rod
I’m a man of my word, so your f*ckin’ heads better nod
Or I’ma f*ck around in this bitch and roast everybody
Sleep on me, that pillow is where your head’ll lie
Permanently, bitch, it’s beddy-bye
This world is my Easter egg, yeah, prepare to die
My head is swole, my confidence is up
This stage is my pedestal
I’m unstoppable, incredible
Hope you’re trapped in my medicine ball
I could run circles around you so fast your f*ckin’ head’ll spin, dog
I split your cabbage and your lettuce and olives
I’ll f*ckin’


Pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your f*ckin’ head
Bitch, I’ma pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your f*ckin’ head
And I could die now, Rebirth motherf*cker
Hop up in my spaceship and leave Earth, motherf*cker
I’m gone
Motherf*cker, I’m gone (I’m gone)

Monday, March 8, 2010

m feeling


Im on top of the world and Im feeling great
Your the only reason im feelin straight
I know already, I wanna like you
we flirt, we talk, we text till 2
"dont fall hard, you'll only regret it"
"oh no problem, dont you sweat it"
Your standing there in your clique
I just want to kiss you on your cheek,
But your friends would stare, and give me a glare
I can sense they dont want me there,
"who is this boy, whos stealing our joy?"

I recall a spider within your humble abode
I should have gone, I could have rode
you wanted me there, to run my fingers through your hair
and tell you its alright, because theres nothing to fright
But I didnt come, I stayed home like a bum
It would have been fun, what we could of done
But it was okay, saved for another day

Then you vanished, you were gone out of way,
we didnt chill, we didnt text, we didnt speak.
I began to worry, the thoughts started to scurry
what if she's mad? what if shes sad?
what if she has grown a sudden digest?
and for a week I couldnt rest.
I couldnt sleep, I couldnt eat, I just felt incomplete.

And then you returned, with good news in ur every blink
you were grounded and you didnt ignore.
I was relieved,
but you had deceived??
you told me you liked me
and this totally phsyched me.
you gave me desire
that I couldnt aquire!!!

"I dont know how to say this, but therz another guy"
so its all been a lie!
anger flowing through my veins n blood in ma eyes
the clouds cover,it starts to rain and I got endless nights,
the drops of sadness pound above my hall
as I clench my fist and begin to crawl
the music is pumping, and my heart is thumping
I yell and scream, to blow off some steam
my fist still clenched, my clothes are drenched
my nausious stomach is being ripped and wrenched
madness and sadness mix and mingle, oh how I hate being single
my delirious mind leaves me furious,
how she can be so spurious,
I thrust the ball of flesh on the end of my arm
it strikes the wall but does no harm,
I swing again,
it echoes the den,
I feel my knuckles penetrate the membrane
I must refrane from striking again,
but my fist keeps moving, I dont know what im being provin,
I just keep punching, my knuckles are crunching

the rage simmers my blood as I lay on my bed depleted
a tear rolls down my cheek and I feel defeated but that not end indeed.
I need some air,
this isnt fair.
one in the morning I leave my house
sneaking out as quiet as a mouse
no shirt no shoes,
no need to snooze
I begin to sprint, and sprint I did
I just ran and ran and then I hid,
fatigue to the point of illness,
laying on the road in utter stillness
spending my time squandering and pondering
over the girl that kept my mind wandering.

Look at me now, I was on top of the world
but things got swirled, twisted, and twirled.