M mad..or M sad??

A boy lay on his bed, he was awake and on his guard

His heart was pounding like it was falling apart

He was so terrifyed that his whole body was shakeing

He squeezed his blanket so hard that his hands were acheing

He heard noises from downstairs, punches and yelps

A woman screamed for help and got a beltlash on her face

The he heard when something heavy fell with a crash

And after that he heard his dad's gloating laugh

Empty bottles clinked when they rolled around the floor

His dad had ran out of booze but it's a cold comfort

He was approaching the stairs, muttering and swearing

He was delirious, intoxicated, violent and scary

Now he was coming up the stairs with faltering steps

And the boy was so horrified that he was gasping his breath

The dad slammed the door open and grabbed boy's hair

The boy fought back, screamed and kicked the air

But daddy had a grip of steel and he was too strong

He took the boy in to the bathroom and locked the door

He filled the sink and forced boy's head under the water

He hated his son because the boy was disordered

The boy splashed the water, he cramped and wheezed

The water was bubbling and he wriggled his feet

And then it stopped, the boy wasn't moving anymore

The dad let go and the limp body slid on the floor

Boy's mouth was wide open and his eyes bulged

Daddy puked in to the toilet and then he cursed:

"All I ever wanted was a normal son, not some freak fuck!"

He got up and wanted to find another human being to beat up

He leaned on the wall and stepped on the stairs

He moved step by step and didn't know I was there

And the disgust and nausea filled my head

I grabbed my pencil, I wanted this man dead

So I made him feel dizzy and I made him fall

Down down down till I smashed his big skull

Till his brain tissue bursted 'round the pink walls

Till his body was broken and I'd dislocated his jaw

Now I've got a mirror of him, that's where his deeds lead

There's a paralyzed man with a deformed head