Neva Changing!!

I know it's been a minute but I been living in your dust still

wishing you would turn around and pick me up cuz I don't have enough will

my cup filling up but someone put a hole in the bottom

and I'm holding onto hope that I can float to the top

and no one got a path quite like mine

if I dim the light around me then my light might shine

a little brighter, at least appear that it does..

and I'm coming to the point where push is nearing to shove

I really just want to slow down, figure out my own sound

and not feel like a stranger in my own town

but now I'm here, I'm part of the crowd..

I made it far but it's so hard to be proud

cuz there's a long way on the road that I'm traveling

I'm battling the rapids of the flow as I'm paddling

it's slowly unravelling, I try to stop it

I can't, got the key and now I got to find a lock

it's a toxic environment, I'm lost in the fire

at the bottom as you sitting at the top and admiring

it's beauty, I'm dying in it's flames

pretending for a second that their mind is gonna change

and somebody will save me, I know they really never will

maybe they would help me if they only had a better feel

probably not though, and so I stay to myself

cuz it's a waste of my time if I'm waiting for help

I been here for so long, waiting for somebody to change

and come here where I've gone, and take me back

in the back of my brain I think 'maybe somebody could save me'

no one ever does so I'm stuck never changing

but I think 'maybe somebody could save me'

no one ever does so I'm stuck never changing