My encounter...

Sick what I cal myself…this sickness getting on to my nerves!!

This is becoming more mentally…

Everyone every time jus try to change me…

Is there no one who could simply accept me???

Don't worry m there for u, u r my love I care for u.

If u pass me by m following you,

And if u walk with me than m holding u.

So u love me??Please don't show me ur love coz its gonna curb me!!

Although I respect u for all those  jus said so cunningly…

U must knw for me pain is pleasure and smile is kinda ill thought

M playing this life game even if its rules goin to make piss me off!!!

 

Listen! I get u…n I accept u,believe me!! all u want m gonna get u

No one gonna curb u nor me!! I just wanna make u live ..

live for ur urself and live for lov'd ones coz those r  ones who knw u 1nce…

live for ur enemies coz this is the only way u make them half hearty..

and for all this,u jus have u hold my hand and follow ma steps...

i cant c u discarded!!

Na…a! so u accept me!!still u jus request me???

Na..a! gurl I don’t take things for granted..

i must gve a test that must b so damn hard so in order to complete,

I have to break evry cautios bard!!

So jus xecute me and if I survive I will surrender my soul and all my body..!

What?? Y shd I xecute u??

My love is not lust!!

I don’t knw how gain ur trust!!

But if u still want this I will gve it a thrust……

If  I could not b ur gurl, dan m desperate to be a friend…

what max. u can serve if u follow this friendship trend??

So herz the test u throw on me!!!

But remember m the last in my dumbass familee..!!

I will show what I can give ….but before that a 4 feet hovel u must dig.

So m here standin in the middle of the busy road,damn cars r passin by….

is there no one who can make me cry????

Oh here the pleasure comes…coz m feeling goose bumps!!!

Ozz that hit me!! M faint as m layin down  and could  see d driver in devil's crown

I stand up and check maself drez nothing I cld c brown!!

Only got ma shoulder torn else same parts with which m born!!

Hey what u jus did…?

I showed ma potential and u slapped me!!

So is ur love endup here,gurl u must knw m born to dare!!

And y r u cryin nw…can u jus xplain???

What u think of urself…what u were dere to prove??

I jus pranked u!!

And expected a spoof!!

I said I love u and ur deed made me so SCARED!

and if smthin bad had happen then my sorrow cld not hve been SCALED!!

itz been 3days I hv'nt seen u,wat cld I do in order to keen u?

whatever I did only to play clean to u.

but ur slap cracked me and ur attitude trapped me!!

So  y u were tryin to bind me before?

and nw  y u cryin on me

Whatz  reason behind bein hiding frm me??

I was in depression for what I said to u..

I was feeling guilty for the slap I put onto u,

But u knw I was so scared that time and now m gonna make u mine,

Come close to me I wanna kiss u…

Believe m not the one whose gona ditch u..

So u want to make me ur man!

I appreciate the decision,lets c if it xecute well

But baby if I 'l b urs…m gonna take all ur flaws

If u accept this,I surrender maself.

M ALL URS….muaaaah!!!

LAST FEW DAYS

Yeah!! These r the last few days m breathin,

Last few days all this shit m keeping.

From today all their accounts I will stop keeping

'Coz m overwhelmed  for all those they were givin,

I left ma breath on them but they still keep stealin!!!

I CANT survive nw..I cant keep Myself diTchin..

Ma life is in great keeping,

but the fuckin problem is,I cant keep it now from SeePinG..

it feels m being uselessly triping,

I was running on a highway which kept building as I pass by every fuckin tree sibling

It seems like this all getting deeper as deeper m reaching,

fuck all this which kept me under weakening.

My paitience had failed in this test, though

I recovered from fuckin 2 same wounds of dis type in the past

Now noboby could play my cast…

whom I admired,but…

he didn't get what I said,

he was lyk the brother whom I didn’t get.

what I learned so far from this fuckin world is to do wat ur heart says,

not taking a account on what others feel or

what others says.

and no matter if all u doin is not ur favorate!!

nw I 've left with no choices,

I losed my friend than  losed ma luv,

Nw I cant afford to lose I mor my over attituded friend

now m again left with sorrows and deadly hollows…
and m goin to pay back my each and every breath borrows..!!

I'M FREE

Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free
I'm following the path God has chosen for me.
I took His hand when I heard him call;
I turned my back and left it all.

I could not stay another day,
To laugh, to love, to work or play.
Tasks left undone must stay that way;
I've now found peace at the end of day.

If my parting has left a void,
Then fill it with remembered joys.
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss;
Oh yes, these things, I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow
Look for the sunshine of tomorrow.

My life's been full, I savored much;
Good friends, good times, a loved ones touch.
Perhaps my time seems all to brief;
Don't lengthen your pain with undue grief.
Lift up your heart and peace to thee,
God wanted me now-He set me free

unforgotton

I gaze outside my window
And wish upon a star.
I open up my heart
And let my thoughts drift afar.
A tear rolls down my cheek
As I reminisce the past.
You hardly got to live.
Your life went by so fast.

And all because someone else
Made a dumb mistake.
I don't understand why it was
Your life he had to take.

But now there's no way I can bring you back
No matter how hard I try.
Because now you're up in heaven
As my angel standing by.