lose someone..

When you lose someone you cared about
You don't know what to do but sit around and pout
And when someone asks you "are you okay" you say your fine but all you wanna do it shout.
You just keep telling yourself that you’re strong
Even though you know you’re wrong
So know you sit here wondering where you belong
You make it look easy with your grin
But underneath all the skin
Is where all your emotions are hidden
You think that their forbidden to show
Is it easy to just leave it there and just grow?
NO!
See at first it’s easy
Then it gets harder
It’s like holding an empty glass
Starts to fill up fast
Sooner or later it gets harder to hold
And sometimes you just have to let go
I understand that it’s hard
To let down your guard
But just go to your real friends
Cause they actually try to make all the hurtin’ end
I know what I’m sayin’ cause I’ve been down this road before
Cause you see; I lost someone I cared about in war
It’s part of life
Which we all know aint fair
Even though we can’t see their face
Just know that they’re in a better place

love..

Love is a strong word
The opposite of hate
Love is the answer to why you go through gates
Love can hurt you
Love can feel good
Love is something that can't be understood
Love is a privilege
That you can take
You can deal with the problems
Or just walk away
Love is like a fairytale
Love is like a diamond ring
It shines through your heart
And deletes the foolish things...

Immortal- evanesence

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me