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by editspace

Drifting Away

“I’m a dreamer
With no road to take
The “so-called” right path
Always seemed a mistake

Where will I be
What will I do
Questions like these
Never did ring true

Following in footsteps
Was never my line
The path less traveled
always seemed to be mine

I’m like a feather
Refusing to land
A dune on a beach
In ever shifting sand

Sometimes you win
Sometimes you lose
Its nothing but a price
Of not playing by the rules

Friends, enemies, and lovers
I’ve made and lost along the way
It was just meant to be
Is all I can say

Will I ever stop
Just bouncing around
When the wind stops
Will I ever touch the ground?

But until that day
That’s the way it goes
Where I will end up
Only God knows…

Bleeding Nation

It seems lately... Time has left us stranded in waste...
I stand in this place...
Sad to see the amount, who've landed displaced...
Land just erased...
Snatched from them, from the hand that makes Living from the this land of lakes... 

Our own hands are to blame, but who's hands made the mistakes?
Wars in places like Kashmir, displace faces from the POk and Hindi... 

Fate sealed and blood is being baked, makes for families bad breaks...
This is the toll that time takes, the histories proven...
Over 60 years of wars and tragedies recorded, need I even mention the kargil trial? 

Its confusing, I know it but the conclusions, conclussive...
The hands of man doing, producing stupid excuses,
Its useless... Unless we stop and use this knowledge to view this... 

Subject left reclusive and elusive...
Make no confusion, its no illusion...
We cant elude this!!

We Must Conclude This

amma 'A' beast

Voices haunt me the voices in my head
I can't seem to stop the razor because it wants me dead
They say the good die first but that seems to be a lie
Unless it means I'm bad because I am still alive

I think I'm going insane I'm living my life too real
But I guess I like the way how this insanity feels
It feels so empowering makes me feel I can do whatever
So I can slice my wrists and not Die, sAdly

But I can share the blood with whoever ,I know there are others like me
I just know I'm not alone
I have a word of warning though it is for your own good
When I'm in this mode it's best to leave me alone

I seem to attack anyone who gets in my way
Force them to join my cause so they dont live another day
You should know by now the root of my insanity
It is simply my greed, my overdose of reality
You know they say all work and no play makes IndeR a dull boy
I say all real and no fake can make anyone a kill joy
Meaning they kill for the joy
 

Big men and women little girls and boys ,they become emotional wrecks
Who fly at you for the smallest thing
But enough about them back to the main thing...
Me....

The voices were telling me my time on earth was done
But I couldn't leave yet, a life, I needed to take another one
But was it a bit too late
My blood was almost finished
Was it possible to kill someone now
Before my blood fully diminished
I got up off the floor stained and wet with my blood
I felt a bit dizzy but I got through it in my mind alone
I stepped out my front door the road was a mess
Cars moving so fast you see them for only a second or less

I wasn't thinking straight I let my feet guide me
I walked right out into the road with my mind as my guide
I took a life alright of the bitch who made me take mine
She was coincidentally driving with her new man in fine style
She's the one who hit me and my body began to fly
But before I even fell I saw hundreds of people Die
The feeling was ecstatic I watched the pile up with glee
All these people dying were dying just for me
I finally felt love even though of was the sick kind
I didn't really care, caring was the last thing on my mind
As I neared the ground I could clearly see her eyes
staring back at me thinking back on both our lives
But one thought I was thinking she never could have heard
so I did the next best thing as I died I flipped her the bird
Bitch!!

My MoVie

The silence is deafening so i hear others say
But i live in silence every single day
My hands cover my ears
Its the surround sound of the mind
My eyes open wide, yet shut
So i can see the mental signs
My Life is like a movie played without the sound
Its very hard to interpret but in it secrets can be found
I currently live in black and white
So monotonous and unsound
Those colors tell a story
But like my movie it is without sound
I sometimes feel i'm dying
At times when i want to live
But i cannot help the feeling
Its all i have to give
The feeling of eternal unrest
This noise that is all around
It seems so very near
But the source cannot be found 

I try to block it out but nothing i do....helps